Absolutely void!!!!!

In the midst of the crowd,
Where everyone is pretty loud,
Even the winds howl,
And scare each soul,
 I feel void,
It lingers even if I avoid,
The footsteps race swiftly
The path isn’t lonely,
No time to be lazy,
And thoughts aren’t hazy,
Yet I feel void,
Making me feel annoyed,
Each day brings a new hope,
To be able to cope,
Without a smile that’s lovely,
Without a voice that’s husky,
I just feel void,
It's turning me paranoid!!!!!